I’ve realized that this li’l blog of mine can really seem like a depressing read. While the main focus of it is a way for me to internalize my feelings and express them, I also realize that a few of you actually read it (hell you know I didn’t order you to) and I don’t want you to get the wrong idea about me.

I do want you do know that, for the most part, I’m really a happy guy. It’s only when I’m writing about this one topic that I do tend to focus too much on the hardships and not focus enough on the good stuff.

Hmmm If only there were a way for one of you to spank me over the internet when I’m getting too maudlin.

A few good things (and yes, I’m sober as I write this):

-My circle of friends continues to grow unexpectedly from this blog. I’m meeting some new friends this week and a few next week as well.

-I’ll soon have a roommate and will be saving tons of cash.

-I’m attending a lifestyle event this week and one next week as well.

-I’m planning a european trip this spring/summer where I’ll be attending kinky events in multiple countries.

-I’m now on Facebook! Add me if you’re on and maybe you can kick my ass at scrabble.

-Thanks to Maymay, I’m now enjoying the many benefits of TED.

-I’m seeing HER, again tomorrow night!

I could go on and on but you get the idea.

So please keep in mind that, while I may get a bit down when expressing my frustrations as a submissive male, I do have a lot going for me and I am luckier than most.

Cheers!